I think i need help              Reply to this Comment

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i tried before to kill myself before, i think about it alot , im broke and mentally broken what can i do, i have no job, my wife left me, and im all alone, no friends, just a crazy famliy that yell at each other all day. i moved home after the split and i feel like im falling in a pit that never ends... i just want the pain to go away... plz help me.

Prayer Works              Reply to this Comment

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Pray to the Lord for strength and guidance, he will provide.

morals              Reply to this Comment

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Not to be rude or anything but you should not advertise your morals on a public internet site. It is up to each person what religion they believe in. No broadcasting should be done. Also, as a response to this topic. Always take threats seriously. Even if someone is joking. They could be laughing it off to make it seem as if they're not in pain or to make it seem if they aren't seriously considering it. Thank you for your time and consideration

Guilt              Reply to this Comment

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I thought about killing myself everyday for almost a year. I needed professional help and never sought any. My mother believes it is a sign of weak faith to not place all of your issues in prayer with God and leave is strickly with Him. I love my mother dearly, infact when I was in my teens during the most impressionable days of my life she was one of my best friends, but recently I have found that I resent most of her beliefs; which has made me resent most anything that has to do with God. And yet the thought of leaving her and making her have to deal with my death is so guilt wrenching! Though most days I do want to just end, I know I would never kill myself just for the sheer fact that I'm scared that I will be punished and guilted in my after-life.

Just some thoughts              Reply to this Comment

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the only thing that was stopping me from commiting suicide was the pain my loved ones would feel but than i had the most scary thought ever and that was if im gone i wont even know that they hurt i would just ceaase to exist no more pain no more CYCLES no more scars i took a bottle of pills and started walking down the road my boyfriend picked me up and the last thing i remember was throwing my purse out the window i went to detox ect ect a couple of weeks later i walk into walgreens and the cashier says "im glad to see ur doin better" im like huh? " then he said "you gave us quite a scare ur boyfriend came in screaming for help and when i ran outside you were half way hangin out the car all blue in the face, thank god ur alive" that woke me up cause no matter how much pain i feel its my choice to learn and its my choice to choose which way makes me happy i can hate the rain becasue of the mudd or i can love the rain for its beuaty and its purpose

I would have never imagined....              Reply to this Comment

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I will make a long story short one of my little friends (she was only 15) showed up to my spot at like 3 am i saw her on the camera running bak up the stairs i went to see who it was and it was dana & her friend they said they were looking for sum shit i didnt want them roaming the streets so i told them to come in and i will get them sum shit well from friday until sunday night they hung out with me we were getting high shopping laughing the next day i get a phone call DANA HUNG HERSELF i lost it i still lose it to this day how could it be she was so peppy and not once did i think she was going to take a rope and hang herself but she did and i blame myself in away maybe if she wasnt coming down that monday she wouldnt have been in the mindframe maybe if i would have paid more attention to to the fact that saturday night her 26 yr old bf had called her and was telling her she was worthless and that it would make life better if she did kill herself if only i would have.... so even if it is cry for attetion address the problem in the right way because the next time the cut might be to deep or there wont be someone there to rush you to hospital i guess i dont know what i really wanna say i am just having my own little therapy session live cause theres so much that we fail to appreciate when we're blinded by the greed of wanting to satisfy our material wants ect im done now even tho im sure i could write you a novel

Suicide              Reply to this Comment

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If you are reading this and are going to kill yourself, use a gun. Quick easy and painless. Or if you want to go out dramaticly, Slitng wrist works nicly ..hf kids..and gl Serious No harm intended FiCTiONAL Post online forum.

suicide              Reply to this Comment

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i admit to trying to kill myself my life through these 17 years have been tough as hell. yes i admit from what i see from experience alotta kids are scared its more of a last resort a cry for help. especially for teens, parents need to understand showing tuff love does not work on us. some teens are manipulating using it as a kind of bargaining chip to make parents do what they want. ive stayed in rehab for quite a while and had seen kids that did go through but the rope did snap there neck. another thing people who cut are full of shit. they say they do it for a kind of fix high, release from stress from it they want to feel loved attention. Anthony all i can say is even though im only 17 is dont give up man get a job and start over even though it seems like your in a deep ass hole that you cant get out of. dont attempt to kill yourself cause whenever even a little spec of suicide goes into my mine im like its not worth it i can still do this, i can maybe possibly get out of this situation. fuck this topic is always a hard one. man life is hard damm.

Suicide              Reply to this Comment

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Look on the internet under "support groups" and find one that works for you--0ne is Emotions Anonymous--then go to a meeting. As a spouse of someone who committed suicide, I can tell you that what you leave for your family to live with is worse than you can ever imagine. It sounds like you need to find somewhere with less "drama" to live but you may also need medication to deal with situational depression for a while, too. For the sake of those who love you, don't take the selfish way out and commit suicide--talk to people and get the support you need to get through this hard time in your life.

And Cutting is Serious              Reply to this Comment

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You say that cutters are full of shit well i agree there are sum poeple who doit for attention and there are sum people who actually have a problem its not a joke or a cry for attention when a person takes a razor blade and whith out even relizing what they are doing cuuts their arm so bad you have to super glue it together i have scars on my arm that went so deep that i will never be able to wear short sleeve shirts with out the fear someone will see my scars its not a joke i didnt advertise my problem i kept it hidden and you know what i didnt get help until it was almost to late i took a bottle of pills and almost died its nothing to judge because who are you to say that anyone else is full of shit u dont know their pain.....

suicide              Reply to this Comment

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I think if you're friend is talking about suicide it is very important to listen. Even if they are just looking for attention, i would think there must be something wrong anyway that they are hoping to be able to communicate with you through these thoughts of suicide. On my own note, im looking for advice. Im a 16 year old girl and every day i wake up and wish i hadnt had that opportunity. Ive resorded to cutting and that has helped a bit because when i do it i just excape, and all my troubles dissapear if only for that moment in time. But the scars are there after, and my tears keep comming. The cutting is a very temporary solution and its starting to lose its effects. I've attempted taking 14 pain killers in one night before i went to bed, i would have taken more but thats all i had in my dorm room at the time. I just want it to end and know i need help. my main question to all of you is, how do i get help if my family mos definately cant afford any type of therapy or medical help? i jus need the agony to stop, and i need it to stop for a very low price.

suicide              Reply to this Comment

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take them seriously, if they have tried in the past and continue to, then they need professional help.

empathy              Reply to this Comment

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Penni- I really cannot say that I know what you are going through or that I understand. However, I can say that I know what it feels like when you feel hopeless. It is almost worse than feelings anger or sadness it is just like life does not matter anymore. What I can say is that there will always be ups and downs in life. I truly think that we are all born for a reason. Maybe you have not yet discovered yours or maybe through your words and suffering someone feels a little less alone and hopeless themselves today. Whatever it may be do not give up. There is someone here thinking of you, wishing she could help but understanding that life is hard. Please be strong. I have faith one day things will be better

suicide              Reply to this Comment

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i feel all suicide attempts should be taken seriously. the person in question needs help, even if they are trying to get attention, they are doing THAT for a reason, too. that is not normal behavior

DRUGS & SUCIDE              Reply to this Comment

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I have been a drug addict for the last 17 years. I am 32 and everyday i go through the pain of hating myself and the reality of who i am. the only thingf that keeps me breathing each day is my children. I think i want God just to end my life. I want someone to walk in my shoes and feel the way my body screams from the inside out. I fight a battle within everyday. I do think everyone in my life would be better of off without me. But i continue to get up each day and be the same miserable drug addict i always have been. I need help! I just dont know what to do

DRUGS & SUCIDE              Reply to this Comment

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I have been a drug addict for the last 17 years. I am 32 and everyday i go through the pain of hating myself and the reality of who i am. the only thingf that keeps me breathing each day is my children. I think i want God just to end my life. I want someone to walk in my shoes and feel the way my body screams from the inside out. I fight a battle within everyday. I do think everyone in my life would be better of off without me. But i continue to get up each day and be the same miserable drug addict i always have been. I need help! I just dont know what to do

My son is 18 and he has spoken we would just be better off if he were dead.tonight he was put in jail and i worry about what he may do when i let him think a night. should i be concerened or am i just worried?              Reply to this Comment

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remove this, it shouldn't be here...              Reply to this Comment

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Suicide Reply to this Comment -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- If you are reading this and are going to kill yourself, use a gun. Quick easy and painless. Or if you want to go out dramaticly, Slitng wrist works nicly ..hf kids..and gl Serious No harm intended FiCTiONAL Post online forum. By:Serious Posted: Mar 27 2007 06:15:13 PM

suicide              Reply to this Comment

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i need help on suicide. what should i do.

Yeah              Reply to this Comment

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I don't know what to tell you honestly. I have tried twice and i'm presently debating as to whether or not to ask for treatment. see, my parents are unemployed father 67 retired mother lazy bitch, and my brother is in college so therapy may not be an option due to cost. I dont think i could bring myself to do that to my parents, even if i could i would feel guilty everytime i went to see the shrink, plus my father believes they're all quacks so he probably wont support which wont be too far off the regular. anywho sorry for the rant, ALWAYS TAKE IT SERIOUSLY my aunt committed suicide this wed. she was bipolar. not that one must be diagnosed with a mental disorder in order to be aken seriouly, ive yet to be diagnosed or even seen and i did try twicr and i did it cuz i want to die i want out, now