losing my life              Reply to this Comment

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i was diagnosed with depression earlier this year (2006 feb). since then ive been thinking that ive gotten better-until now. i feel as if im losing control of everything, my emotions mainly.i feel like everyone i know has given up on me. my brother is a complete jerk to everyone, my sister likes to boss everyone around-mainly me because im the youngest. and i think my mom is more fond of her. my dad doesnt know what to do but at least he's still trying. i dont trust anyone any more. ive been thinking that i wasnt supposed to happen. i was a mistake. i feel alone. i hate the world right now. most of this is because of my dictator sister.