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I'm 21 yrs old & using oxy's 4 the past 5 years. i have been to 4 inpatients 6 iop' and who knows how many detoxs. I have burnt just about every bridge in my life at this point and it seems like every time i get out of some sort of treatment, it never fails i go right back to what got me there in the first place, and each time i hit a lower low then the time before. i love the drug so much yet i HATE it even more. i want to stop so bad but it seams like every time i try i just let myself down but what hurts even more is letting my family down i cant stand to see the disappointed looks anymore. i want to be done and just quite SO BAD, but i always double guess myself like "was that really my last time"? "i have to do it once more, one time wont hurt'. that's all that goes through my head. i just dont no anymore. i just wish i knew is this the time? How do u no????????